Last night I went to the movie 'Avatar' with my daughter Katrina and her son Travis Ray. It is a really wonderful movie that helps to uplift the spirit to a stronger place. There is so much to face out in the world and so many times we feel outnumbered and helpless. This movie helped to bring a sence of hope and strength to the soul.
It was also wonderful to see Travis after not having seen him in awhile. He is such a fine young man and he is getting very tall. I sure do love him and am sad about what the family is going through right now. I know that the decisions that parents make affect the children in very powerful ways. Katrina and Bryan are no longer together and that fills my heart with an extreme hollow feeling. I want to stay close to both of them even though I will always support my daughter in the decisions that she needed to make.
Yesterday was a normal working day and I am thankful that I have my job, and that is what it is, a job. I would rather have a career that is fulfilling but I had 10 children instead, forgoing the schooling that it would have taken to get a job that really pays enough to do any good.... I still look at all options though and know that I will move forward to a better life.
Today is Saturday and this morning I am going to a friends house, who is moving, and pick up some furniture that she is selling. I will have to put it in storage until I can get it into my home though. Still have to get moved in, it has only been three years and all my time has been spent on the outside of my little place. It is now time to get things squared away on the inside of my little rented duplex. I haven't bought a home but this is a good place to be until I can get into something that I can feel is my very own....
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